Ka ki ku ke kok

Ran in the park last evening. This time it was against the flow. Result: Kaki lenguh, cramp and I was still upset about work – well “bengang” to be specific. I ran further than what I’m supposed to. Had my long run last Tuesday, which was splendid.

Woke up this morning feeling drained out. I guess my brain is exhausted. Siang malam tak berhenti processing details for the past few weeks– even computers can get overheated. Been working day and night this week and frankly speaking, I never did as much reading and analyzing in my university days as I did this whole week – juling biji mata. But that’s life. At least I have a job, look at the bright side of life:-)

Taking half day today, Mom have to cook some food for 75 people for kenduri at a relative’s house today. So I need to help her out – feel guilty sitting at the office , I tak sedap duduk laa. Anyway, lama tak masak2 for any kind of kenduri or gathering…best gak..something different to do today.

Teringat zaman university dulu, whereby my gang and I would always take the opportunity to sibuk2 masak at any kenduri or jamuan “sekampung” for our resident colleague (about 1000 students) – sajer2 for the fun of it. In some of the events, I was the “taiko” organizing the kenduri details. One of the most memorable one was the BBQ and fried chicken menu..about 1000 or 2000 pieces of chicken we had to BBQ and fry. Ramai2 bangun pukul 4 pagi tunggu nak cuci ayam..last2 lori ayam came at 7 am. Penat org tunggu laa..

Another memorable one was helping Pak Cik preparing nasi minyak for the kenduri buka puasa for the whole university (for 3k people, i think). Second year kot masa tu. Started helping from evening till the next morning. Still remember how Fid’s and my hands “pijau” because potong chilies 2 kampit besar. Ambik kau..pijau giler. But the best part was the remedy – hehehe..if u can still remember Fid…tanam tangan dalam beras yg telah di basuh..hehehehe…that’s what we call the “real” air tangan.

Okay, I leave you guys with this song today, by Joss Stone – Right to Be Wrong…got something to do with yesterday..hehehe (me and my devilish grin!)

Right To Be Wrong
Artist: Joss Stone

I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown

I've got a mind of my own
I'm flesh and blood to the bone
I'm not made of stone
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down too long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe

I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

You're entitled to your opinion
But it's really my decision
I can't turn back I'm on a mission
If you care don't you dare blur my vision
Let me be all that I can be

Don't smother me with negativity
Whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm going to faced it willingly
I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong

I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own

Flesh and blood to the bone

See, I'm not made of stone
I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down to long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe

I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me

I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone